Mixed Emotions....

Today Was A Hard Day.....As It Is There Are People In My Life Who Want To Make My Life Miserable....

My Dad Broke The News To Me.... A Relative Passed Away..... He Was To Get His Younger Daughter Married Soon....And Then This Happened....

Somehow It Seems To Happen To People Who Are About To Do Something In Life....

Although He Was Not Very Close To Me And I Have Hardly Met Him 5-6 Times As A Kid....Yet He Conjures Sweet Memories When I Think Of Him....I Met Him As A Kid When He Built His Own House....We Were His Guests....He Showed Me The Pond, The Farm, The House....Made Good Food, Took Care Of His Ailing Wife And Two Daughters....A Person Whom I Would Call The 'Ideal Man'....

Its Such A Blow, Such A Loss....May His Soul Rest In Peace....

And Then My Dad Told Me Something To Cheer Me Up....

He Met A Old Friend Of Mine From School.... The Friend Was Full Of Genuine Praise For Me As A Man, A Friend And A Professional....And He Was Speaking On Behalf Of All My School Friends..... Not That I Am A Narcissist, But This Thing Came From A Person Whom I Have Grown Up With And Has Seen Me From Close Quarters....He Knows All My Shortcomings And Yet He Admires Me For The Person I Am....I Know He Would Not Tell Me This On His Own......

Love You Guys! You Know Who You Are....

Missing

I Am Missing Right Now...

My Support System: Anmol, Ashish, Maxy, Shrinil, Akshay, Dandi...

I Have Changed So Much...

Or Is Something Wrong? With Me? With Others?

Is This My Destiny?

Loneliness? Secluded?

Yin? Yang?

What Have I Done Wrong? Whats My Fault?

God.